Here I am with another attempt to finally have a steady blog and to possibly share with others my thoughts and adventures of 2015. Even though it's not the first, it's still the beginning of the year to me. This blog will just be some personal views and stories, some reviews on things from video games to comics and manga to music (and food). Point is, the range of this blog will be vast. Later on I'll also be sharing about my travels, different festivities, and Special Olympic events with my sister. I am mainly writing this to help overcome my procrastination and start a good hobby so having some followers would help be a big inspiration.
So, to begin with I've taken it upon myself to get rid of a lot of the negative influences of my life.
I can already feel a positive difference in my daily routines and job performance. I am more friendly toward people, family, and myself. I don't have the overwhelming urge to lay on my bed in the dark and kills hours lost in thought staring at the ceiling. I feel I have many things to be blessed for in my life and keeping myself productive and happy seem to help. Sadly, there is a lot of evil in this world and it's very hard to get away from it. Instead of letting terrible things bother me I'm choosing to not to care about it. I can live in the world but I do not have to be of the world. It may not seem like a big thing but being someone with a lot of anxiety I have always had problems with relaxing. Especially when I've felt self conscience of something and let it eat away at my thoughts for the rest of the day(s). Eventually spoiling my mood (for days, depending). So, even though it proves to be more difficult some days, I'm slowly learning to over come a very bad habit.
Another bad habit I'm learning to over come is nail biting. As of today, I have gone without nail biting for eleven days. I have found what helps me most is if I polish, clean, and moisturize them each day to help the process seem more meaningful and hygienic. What would be the point of growing my nails if I never kept up with them and just let them get all nasty? The results are slow but I can definitely see a difference and the numbing feeling at the tips are obsolete. I know it's gross, but all good things come in time. Wish me luck to keep up my non-biting streak! I'll update about them again in about a week or two!
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